I love my life. I love my kids dearly. Looooooooove em! But I need a sitter for the baby. I can’t get anything done. I swear it seems when I finally FEEL good (not as sick, thinking clearer) and ready to tackle my college homework, the baby needs me.”But why can’t hubby watch the baby?” you ask? Because it wouldn’t matter we are in the same room. The living room for us is also the offices and kitchen. Bedrooms down here are too tiny to accommodate a desk. So I don’t really have a quiet place. Its not even that I need quiet but its extremely hard for me to have to stop studying to take care of the “fill in the blank” . I have to start speaking up. I am going to get the baby from his crib and go up and ask my wonderful in-laws to watch him for a while. If there more hours in a day I wouldn’t care but dates are creeping up and tests and all that and since I was sick I am WAY behind. That adds stress too. Maybe I should watch Hell’s Kitchen, that usually makes me fell less stressed!

I am beginning to wonder if online classes are the way to go. Sure it saves gas money (my commute to the college is 1 hr) but I think its much more distracting than a class would be. My big thing is, how much homework time would I need even if I went to the college? I think I just need to grow a pair of balls and tell my family that I am not available for certain hours. Hmmm.. And get the hell off the computer. Like for an entire DAY. I don’t know if I can do that I am addicted!