It’s nearly 6 PM on Sunday. The house is at a happy low hum. Nobody is fighting, I actually have time to myself. Of course if you follow me at all you know that I don’t really ever have time for anything. I can make a list right now of at least 5 things I could or possibly should be doing instead of blogging. College homework being #1. When its quiet I should be READING, right? Or at the very least get the creative juices flowing for the reviews. I have2 great products to share! but no, I am sitting here typing and browsing forums, and tryign to fight my way out of my too relaxed state.

I think my body is starting to thrive on chaos. I hate leaving thisgs to the last minute but its just other things can be so boring until I know I have only so much time for them and then its a race and THAT is exciting. I get my core responsibilities done, my kids are fed and bathed and loved on time every time. Its just the housework and mundane stuff (MATH) that I ignore. For me its not a matter of laziness its pure boredom and a lot of the times distraction. I get distracted on the internet while I am doing my college courses and its just a mess.

I think its time to start some kind of time schedule. I hate to micromanage my whole life but I am way too unorganized to pull life off at this pace. If I could just fine THE system to keep me organized I would be one very happy mama!